Y’all, the past 9(?) weeks have really done a number on me and this blogging thing. I mean, that is, in case you haven’t noticed the relative lack of posting that’s been going on in here.
I feel like I came back from BlogHer and peed on a stick, and then my blogging world went to shit.
Life is so busy lately. So, so busy. And complicated. And the busy and complicated is hard.
When I have things to say, there’s no time to say them.
When I have time to say things, I have no motivation to sit down, open the dashboard, and say them. If I can even say them at all.
I have so much swimming in my head right now, both good and bad. Things that are important and things that are basically inane ramblings.
I want to document this pregnancy and do a better job of leaving a record for this baby than I’ve done so far. Because so far I’ve kind of just been wallowing in my grief and misery. And I’m not all miserable, all the time so I really should take a minute or two to say “Hey, Second Human Child, when you don’t make me want to vom my head off, I’m sort of excited about you.” Or something like that.
I have 27 weeks left of this pregnancy to document and a whole host of things to consider in those 27 weeks. And a ton of things that absolutely must get done starting with the largest purge in the history of this household to even make room for this kid in the first place.
So the question is, how do I start? How do I get back where I was in light of this new, unexpected journey I’m on?
I need some help, y’all.