‘Cause you can’t jump the track, we’re like cars on a cableAnd life’s like an hourglass, glued to the tableNo one can find the rewind button, girl.So cradle your head in your hands This is how I’ve felt for the past week or so. Stuck. Trapped. Like my time is running too short to get…
anxiety
A little bit of everything all rolled into one
To go ahead and get the McFatty talk out of the way, I stepped on the scale this morning and didn’t break it. Woot. I’m up to 195, but considering I wore lounge pants all week last week and ate my fair share of a pan of macaroni and cheese, I’ll take it. Because it…
Fear and loathing in my brain
“Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves–regret for the past and fear of the future.” –Fulton Oursler The question of when, or even if, to have a second child has weighed heavily on my mind for quite a while now. I vacillate between wanting another immediately and wanting to wait a couple more years…
I feel like I already said this once before
OH WAIT. I TOTALLY DID. We’re all in this together, people. Blair wrote a post yesterday about how being a working mom is hard. Because it is, y’all. It totally is. This blog is a testament to the fact that this isn’t easy. In fact, it’s downright the most difficult thing I’ve ever done in…
Waiting for the other shoe to drop
I feel like I can’t write when I’m happy. Like my ability to have something to say is contingent upon my being depressed or on the verge of a meltdown. Like y’all will not stick around to read if I start vomming rainbow unicorns all over the place. (Though, *I* would stay around to see…